Monday, July 7, 2025

Chemistry Thoughts

 Where to begin. My thoughts are muddled so who knows how much of it is good. But here goes anyway.

After having studied some chemistry and biochemisty it seems to me that the argument can be made for many kabbalistic allusions when associating elements with the sefirot. 

It seems to me the following associations of elements are highly plausible

  • Hydrogen - Chesed, water, the number 1, it's ubiquity in accomapnying all other elements - יומם יצוה ה' חסדו
  • Carbon - element 6 - corresponding to either tiferet or yesod or both, the base of all saccharides and energy in carbohydrates
  • Nitrogen - Malchut  - element 7
    • it's appearance in a number of harmful substances, רגליה יורדות מות, חנקן וחנק
  • Oxygen - Bina - element 8
  • Phosphurus - element 15 - possibly Chochma as to it's affinity to join with Oxygen (eg Phospates) and it's white color. albeit the danger of "white phosphorus" doesn't seem to jive with החכמה תחיה בעליה.... also problematic is phosphorus expressing in 4 as in tetraphosphorus when seemingly no connecting of Chochma to 4... צע"ע
  • Sulfur - element 16  - just would point out that it is prone to creating disulfide bonds contributing to amino acid structure - 2 x 16 = 32 = לב... just a thought for now


Phenomenon
  1. Consider the ubiquitous joining of amino acids through polypeptide bonds which are essentially a linking/bonding/ייחוד of a carbon (in the carboxy group) with a nitrogen (in the amino group) - in parallel producing water H20.
  2. Adenosine Triphosphate (ATP) - composed of a Adenine, a Ribose, and 3 phosphates have very curious numbers in their molecular structure as follows:
    1. Adenine - while true that it seems to be equal overall with C5H5N5 - in truth it's mainly 4 nitrogens (the 5th nitrogen isn't primary to the ring) - possibly relating to malchut and the number 4
    2. Ribose - a "male" molecule. although again seemingly equal in it's total number C5H10O5 - in truth in terms of the the primary ring - what you really have is primary oxygen atom  with 4 Carbons underneath it... don't know exactly what to say about that but at the very least it's a "male component".
    3. Note the two things above creating - Adenosine - again representing a yichud of male/female
    4. But the kicker is the 3 phosphate groups when added to the Adenosine - phosphate (PO4) - מוחין - - it transforms the Adenosine to being a powerhouse of energy with ATP
    5. Also note the amazing numbers in ATP - C10 H16 N5 O13 P3 - all seemingly significant numbers
    6. I wonder if the 4 possibilies of numbers of phosphate - (AMP, ADP, ATP, and tetraphosphate) can be connected to the various מילואים  of שם הויה where they contain varying numbers of the letter yud....

I had more thoughts regarding oxygen release and absorption in the blood via hemoglobin and myoglobin... רצוא ושוב....  also in that context possibly explaing the duality of O2 comprising בינה ותבונה together, whereas a single Oxygen by itself represents Bina alone. that then explaining that Carbon Monoxide is not really a "poisoning", but rather the affinity to Bina being so great that even when arriving at the much needed "dead" tissue of the body - the hemoglobin refused to releases and be יורד to the בשר. it prefers to cling to the Oxygen at the cost of death of the body. Only with the existence of a second Oxygen molecule (tevuna) is the body willing to "let go" of it's connectiong to הויה for the sake of the dead surrounding tissue...

Thursday, April 17, 2025

Asia etymology - as in the aramaic for healing

 Just a quick note. The aramaic term for a healer being אסיא - tying into the unique philosophy of healing in eastern asian culture.

compare with the Zohar also -  פרשת פנחס - ברעיא מהימנא - דף רי"ט ע"א

Tuesday, April 9, 2024

The nameless physics unit of Meter squared per Seconds Squared and the word מקום

Long time with nothing to say. 

 I've been learning physics. There's a unit that comes up often in physics but for some reason hasn't merited to be given a unit name unto itself (as opposed to other units like Joules, Newtons, etc). That unit is meters squared divided by seconds squared (without consideration of mass which would then be the unit of Newtons). 

 It's striking how this nameless unit comes up in many equations of kinetic and even potential energy (note that when equating kinetic energy 1/2mv^2 with potential energy of mgh - the mass cancels out - such that essentially you're working with this namless unit mentioned above). It also comes up in the famous concept of E=mc^2 - the speed of light squared.
 So for the purposes of this writing I'll make up a term for it - let's call it a SPAC (as I'll explain shortly). 


Got me thinking how to think of what this unit represents... The unit of regular acceleration (meters per second squared) represents acceleration in DISTANCE traversed as time progresses. By logic then then this unit of a SPAC - short for "Spacial Acceleration" would represent acceleration of SPACE / SURFACE being covered as time progresses. It's specifically a measure of Meter SQUARED and it's acceleration over time. 


 Now the insight of mine is this. 
The hebrew word of מקום is equivalent to 186 and you arrive at it exactly by taking the square of the letters of יהו"ה! To me this is an amazing insight to delve further into.

 10^2 + 5^2 + 6^2 + 5^2 = 186.


I'm further intrigued to know if there's any significance to the number derived from the "cubing" of the   שם הויה  which yeilds    10^3 + 5^3 + 6^3 + 5^3 = 1,466 

Tuesday, November 21, 2023

Good Separations

 As a husband and father I find that sometimes things run best if I remain aloof and don't get involved with the kids. They seem to manage better with just their mother alone.

And I wonder to myself to what degree and in what situations does the same thing apply above....

Wednesday, January 18, 2023

כשהוא חי קולו אחד וכשהוא מת קולו שבעה

 a very random small thought I had in light of the idea brought in Kinim 3:6

מות = יש קול = 446


compare then the continuation of the mishna:

זקני עם הארץ כל זמן שמזקינין דעתן מיטרפת עליהן.....אבל זקני תורה אינן כן אלא כל זמן שמזקינין דעתן מתישבת עליהן


  The עץ הדעת - Tree of Da'at (Death?..) - being the source of מות....

Sunday, August 16, 2020

אין הבור מתמלא מחולייתו

 ברכות ג ע"ב

 כיוון שעלה עמוד השחר נכנסו חכמי ישראל אצלו אמרו לו אדונינו המלך עמך ישראל צריכין פרנסה אמר להם לכו והתפרנסו זה מזה אמרו לו אין הקומץ משביע את הארי ואין הבור מתמלא מחולייתו אמר להם לכו ופשטו ידיכם בגדוד


רציתי לפרש מאי לשון "אדנוני המלך" ולשון "בור" ולשון "בגדוד" דווקא

עיין זוהר חלק א דף קס"ח ע"א -- 

תו אבהן שבקו ליה מחייהון כל חד וחד, אברהם שבק ליה, וכן יעקב ויוסף, יצחק אמאי לא שבק ליה כלום, בגין דדוד מלכא מסטריה קא אתא


 והנה בו"ר עולה יצח"ק (208) וגדו"ד עולה טו"ב (17) , צדיק כי טוב.

ובכן הכוונה לענ"ד שאין ספירת מלכות יכולה להתפרנס על סמך הדינים לבד וזקוקה לפשוט ידיה בגדו"ד, ודו"ק.

Tuesday, April 21, 2020

It Only Took 40 Years For Me To Find...

Finally a source for what i've been feeling for so long!

It's been so long since i've made any entries here. I've been giving most of my energies towards wikisource. Uploading seforim, etc..

Anyway, came across a sefer called קול התור by R' Hillel of Shklov. In the second section of Perek 5 he talks about the Vilna Gaon's lamenting the lack of worldly knowledge in the torah community and it's great importance, both for understanding the Torah itself and towards showing it's supremacy to the other fields of wisdom of the nations of the world.

I warmly refer anyone to read further there in depth.